Brennan, it's over.

Apparently, his "girlfriend Casey" posted in his wall using his account.

Ahh Brennan(: I love hanging out with you at my place by the lake:) good times. Well I love you baby and I can't wait to see you again. O4.O4.2k11 = ). 
-Casey

When I read it the first time, my heart stopped. It felt like bullets went through my heart one by one. It felt like all my high hopes went down flat on the ground. It felt like I was rejected, broken up with, and just ignored. I know I don't have the rights to get mad since I don't even know if he truly likes me and he's not even my boyfriend, but he made me like him up to the point that it will be almost a year! And now he gave me this broken heart. I should have known he had a girlfriend. He's very cute and he seemed sweet, but I won't believe it. I should just give up in the very first place. I'm just stupid for falling in love with him. And now my heart's shattered into several pieces. I cried, I must say. It's the first time I cried because of the guy I like, why? Because it totally broke my heart so much I just couldn't hold the truth that he's taken by someone. But why? WHY? He has given me so many signs of liking me. And all of those meant nothing? Really? I was a total fool for him. I did my best to make him like me, but it won't just work. I'm quite relief that I didn't message him on facebook or talk to him, or else I would have been embarrass forever. If I messaged him, his girlfriend would have read it, and it would be a huge trouble. But still, I am so sad and mad. It's too much. It would be hard to get over him. I thought it was God's plan for me to meet him. He brought him into my life, but all he did was make me jealous, make me like him, and expects me to believe that he likes me even though he really doesn't. His mixed signals were bullshit. I fucking hate him so much for fucking make me like him so much that I fell in love with him accidentally, not even knowing if he really likes me. It's too much pain. There's too much pain in my heart, and it's because of him. I should have stopped liking him ever since then. It is no wonder why he had a picture of him with "04.04.2k11" written in his hands and "I <3 U" written in his arm. I knew there was something going on when he posted that pic, but I was so stupid and did not believe it, and now look at me, I'm a foolish hopeless romantic. I'll never have a boyfriend, and I'll never have him. I guess everything was just a dream. Everything he showed wasn't real. He wasn't into me afterall. :'(

But why...........................................................?

• You look at me, stare at me, and look for me.
• You go wherever I go, like in the library oneday.
• You look back at me when I passed by you.
• You go weird when I walk passed by you.
• Your friend said "ooooo" when you passed by our group.
• and much more.